making it real is not always a good thing
MAKING IT REAL IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING
Today I was exploring the connection between the musing energy and our dreams and fantasies.
THE TRIGGERING THOUGHT
During Sensetorming Sessions - which is why I call exploring a musing energy at the senses level - it is easy for me to let go and ride the energy without limitations. This is particularly true for Creative Energy Sessions and any other experiments involving my body and senses but, when it comes to Creative Writing of any kind, my brain tries to take over and stop the free flow of energy by involving self-judgement in the experience.
The other day, while riding the energy and following its trace through the body of an imaginary lover, my brain first tried to identify this mystery lover trying to make it real and then, after brief moments of fun and pleasure, made me stop and think … how is this of any value and relevant to my work?
If I were trying to justify my brief moments of fun and pleasure I had earlier "mentally masturbating" about today's energy ... find a reason of why this is relevant to my work, etc. ... I think I could come up with a few. For starters ... PROOF THAT ENERGY IS JUST ENERGY AND OUR BODIES JUST VESSELS ... I realized that in my "fantasy" the times I put a "body" to this "mystery lover" it only turned me off and when I thought that I was probably thinking of myself ... I quickly understood that this was not the case so ... my mystery lover ... just like the MUSING ENERGY ... is not a person but an energy and ... I'm getting better every day about "detaching it" from their vessels so ... MAKING IT REAL IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING ... and that might be a reason why I find it so hard to find a photo to describe the energy ... because it's not about the guys in the photos so it's hard to find a fit. This of course is the "encapsulating" thought but ... there are also its ramifications like ... dreams and fantasies, acting, etc.
RELATED ENERGY THREADS
THE MUSING ENERGY
ENERGY IS JUST ENERGY AND OUR BODIES JUST VESSELS
DREAMS AND FANTASIES
ACTING
EXPOSING THE ENERGY VS. EXHIBITIONISM
The Silver Wolf in Clothes
THE BODY ENERGY CAPACITORS
I looked at my reflection on a puddle of my own sweat and saw that my body was now big, strong, beautiful and covered in this glowing silver fur. - GL
I looked at my reflection on a puddle of my own sweat and saw that my body was now big, strong, beautiful and covered in this glowing silver fur. - GL
FROM THOUGHT TO IMAGE
The Silver Wolf - the “absolute” version of myself - lives unleashed in the safety of my creative space. Is it possible to bring him out of his safe environment without scaring people away? Could clothes cover his nudity without hiding his beautiful silver fur?
BRAINSTORMING NOTES
August 17, 2023
I have decided to start writing The Silver Wolf Journal on my private blog - Absolute Sensetream - to collect the un-restricted, un-censured and free of judgement thoughts and impulses of this my unleashed musing force.
I also figured out that before I attempt to “clothe” the wolf - as I’m proposing on “The Silver Wolf in Clothes” (currently on the Devising Boards), I first need to let the wolf out. Unless this musing energy is all out and glowing, I wouldn’t be able to “transcend” the clothes and they will just become a barrier, a hide for the wolf.
CURRENTLY ON BOTH THE SENSETORMING BOARD AND THE BRAINSTORMING BOARD
Even though “bringing out” the Silver Wolf is definitively a sensory-somatic process - a Creative Energy Workout, once the creature is out, I will need to transmute some of his raw energy into creative energy and that’s when the “brain” will come in and initiate the brainstorming session.
THE SEEKER
The “thought” and memories of my lifelong fascination with discovering, exploring, experimenting and learning about myself and others were triggered by this “impulse” … this feeling that the energy is too strong to …
The “thought” and memories of my lifelong fascination with discovering, exploring, experimenting and learning about myself and others were triggered by this “impulse” … this feeling that the energy is too strong to …
RELATED THREADS
IDEA FOR “CASTING STORIES” AND “TRAINING STORIES”:
- THE BRING-YOUR-OWN MENU PUPPET SHOW
IDEA FOR “TRAINING STORIES”:
- THE BRAIN: AN ENERGY DIRECTOR
IDEA FOR “PERSONAL STORIES”:
- THE POOL PHOTOS
- MY MOM’S PAINTING CLASSES
THE ENERGY IS TOO STRONG TO …
I got in my car to drive to Los Angeles when all of the sudden, I felt this intense rush of energy that made me burst into singing.
I got in my car to drive to Los Angeles when all of the sudden, I felt this intense rush of energy that made me burst into singing.
RELATED THREADS
IDEAS FOR “CASTING STORIES”:
- I’M SO HORNY (MARIA. YERMA’S REHEARSAL)
- TOO STRONG TO HANDLE (GOOD LOOKING GUY’S AUDITION IN MONTREAL. CREATIVE ENERGY EDGING. NARCISSUS FALLS IN THE WATER)
IDEAS FOR “TRAINING STORIES”:
- ANDREI’S WALL EXERCISE … “WHAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY MAKES”
IDEAS FOR “PERSONAL STORIES”:
- GARLIC PORK CHOP
- WRITING TRANCE