Energy Mood Board - The Collective Energy
Energy Mood Board - Connecting to The Collective Energy
Connecting to The Collective Energy
Energy Mood Board - The Creative Scientist
Energy Mood Board - The Creative Scientist
“If I hadn’t become an artist, I would have liked to be a laboratory scientist. I don’t do projects. I experiment and explore ideas, thoughts and energies that inspire me.“
the leading sense
THE LEADING SENSE
I noticed that after the initial perception of a stimulus, there’s a leading sense which takes over and follows the energy.
By letting the energy run a little bit ... I discovered something very important ... there's the "stimulus" ... the foreskin ... and there are the "conducting" senses and ... within them ... the "leading" (in the entire sense of the word) sense ... in today's case ... vomeronasal. I first notice it when I was tempted to write that my first impulse was to "smell" the foreskin but then my brain stopped me because I thought about "others" not so good smelling foreskin and that's why I cap "MY" foreskin but then ... when I let go I went into smelling the foreskin, the pubic hair and the mixture of sex and saliva. BUT ... and this is why I write "leading" sense ... the smell took me further than the foreskin ... "leading" me all the way to the feet.
making it real is not always a good thing
MAKING IT REAL IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING
Today I was exploring the connection between the musing energy and our dreams and fantasies.
THE TRIGGERING THOUGHT
During Sensetorming Sessions - which is why I call exploring a musing energy at the senses level - it is easy for me to let go and ride the energy without limitations. This is particularly true for Creative Energy Sessions and any other experiments involving my body and senses but, when it comes to Creative Writing of any kind, my brain tries to take over and stop the free flow of energy by involving self-judgement in the experience.
The other day, while riding the energy and following its trace through the body of an imaginary lover, my brain first tried to identify this mystery lover trying to make it real and then, after brief moments of fun and pleasure, made me stop and think … how is this of any value and relevant to my work?
If I were trying to justify my brief moments of fun and pleasure I had earlier "mentally masturbating" about today's energy ... find a reason of why this is relevant to my work, etc. ... I think I could come up with a few. For starters ... PROOF THAT ENERGY IS JUST ENERGY AND OUR BODIES JUST VESSELS ... I realized that in my "fantasy" the times I put a "body" to this "mystery lover" it only turned me off and when I thought that I was probably thinking of myself ... I quickly understood that this was not the case so ... my mystery lover ... just like the MUSING ENERGY ... is not a person but an energy and ... I'm getting better every day about "detaching it" from their vessels so ... MAKING IT REAL IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING ... and that might be a reason why I find it so hard to find a photo to describe the energy ... because it's not about the guys in the photos so it's hard to find a fit. This of course is the "encapsulating" thought but ... there are also its ramifications like ... dreams and fantasies, acting, etc.
RELATED ENERGY THREADS
THE MUSING ENERGY
ENERGY IS JUST ENERGY AND OUR BODIES JUST VESSELS
DREAMS AND FANTASIES
ACTING
EXPOSING THE ENERGY VS. EXHIBITIONISM
setting the silver wolf free
“At one point during the performance, I felt as if I had stepped out of my own body leaving it behind. My soul danced free covered only by the glow of my passion and the lust to live.”
“At one point during the performance, I felt as if I had stepped out of my own body leaving it behind. My soul danced free covered only by the glow of my passion and the lust to live.”
the color of my life source
“Somewhere between darkness and light the color of life defies the odds.”
“Somewhere between darkness and light the color of life defies the odds.”